So far I do not know a better way to keep myself completely safe from this ugly world we live in than being selfish and practical.
I keep saying to myself, repeating out loud:
“You must look after yourself first.
You’re your own hero.
You must do things for your own sake without care much about the others, this is how you will get everything you want. This way life is going to be a lot easier. Being your own saver will prevent you to taste suffering again.”
I cannot allow myself to get hurt once again nor either too soon…
If things are designed to happen they will do.
Trusting was already too much and it is all that I am willing to give by now.
For everything else time will provide and show me what decision to make.
Today I put myself fully back on the road I choose to cross…
Me, myself and I might fall from the sky without grace but at least we are now touching the clouds.
Never forget YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!
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