And it’s OVER !
Memories remain but I CAN FIGHT with them…I’m doing well WITHOUT YOU, better than expected.
And I hope that pretty soon I’ll be able to entirely take you off from my “boring” life.
So please just GO AWAY once forever!
When you look back now WAS it SPECIAL? Why now and not before? Is it a joke right?! Doesn’t matter, I don’t want to know that! NOT ANYMORE…no make sense now!
SORRY but I can’t delude myself it was worth it… not again I’M TIRED of broken promisses for broken hearts and I REALLY don’t need you anymore! I learned how to separate the feelings from the truth.
Live your life, STOP to chasing me, you had made your choise and ok the mess WAS DONE.
People they don’t change easily! I still the same that I used to be and you WILL BE like who you are forever… I know that and I feel so sorry for you because you’re so PREDICTABLE, so selfish and so small. Even though from the beginning I could see exactly how it would end and sometimes I just hate myself FOR having been so blind for SO LONG time…
But it’s ok I not die I get stronger I learned so many things that I didn’t knew before. Simple: you broke up with me and for some reason this work for something so thanks by the way for this and only for this!
And you know what I don’t wanna live the same shit again, not with you! In fact with no one else! I’m living for own my own and this is an amazing thing! Definitely I do not WANT to be a liar ok I most confess that I need NEW THINGS in my life, fresh flesh you know. And no doubts I wanna wish you away!!!
Realize if I could pass through this you can do too and good luck because I never wish to see you again in front of me! And if this happens next time I swear that I’ll just ignore you.
And please don’t keep in touch!