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What a lovely song!

January 10, 2012

I barely remember when was the last time I came here to post a video with a song. However this one from tonight grabbed my full attention on its 5 first seconds! Quite not sure if it was because of his voice, because of the lyrics, the piano on the background or his cuteness… The only thing I know is that someway somehow I’m now in love with this song. How did I come up to find it? Well pure luck while flickering on the web… And if it’s “highly recommented” – Oh yeah babe! fucking yeah! Now just playing it again and again and again…

A drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I’m holding you closer than most,
‘Cause you are my heaven.

I don’t wanna waste the weekend,
If you don’t love me, pretend
A few more hours, then it’s time to go.
And as my train rolls down the East coast,
I wonder how you keep warm.
It’s too late to cry, too broken to move on.

Still I can’t let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep.
Don’t take what you don’t need, from me.

Just a drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I’m holding you closer than most,
‘Cause you are my heaven.

Misplaced trust and old friends,
Never counting the regrets,
By the grace of God, I do not rest at all.
and New England as the leaves change;
The last excuse that I’ll claim,
I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl.

Still I can’t let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep,
Don’t take what you don’t need, from me.

Just a drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I’m holding you closer than most,
‘Cause you are my

Heaven doesn’t seem far away anymore no, no
Heaven doesn’t seem far away.
Heaven doesn’t seem far away anymore no, no
Heaven doesn’t seem far away.

aooo
aooo

A drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I’m holding you closer than most,
‘Cause you are my heaven.
You are my heaven

Walking away…

January 3, 2012

His mind was racing.
He wondered if she knew, how much he loved her and how sorry he was.
He could only think of how hard they’d worked to get to where they were.
He wished it was different.
She smiled, kissed his lips and said, “I know, me too.”
And left.

via SHE’S JUST NOT INTO YOU

The last year in numbers

January 1, 2012

The WordPress.com stats prepared a 2011 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

The concert hall at the Syndey Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 9,600 times in 2011. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would take about 4 sold-out performances for that many people to see it.

Click here to see the complete report.

2012: We’re almost there!

December 31, 2011

5…4…3…2…1…GO!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Years always come and go, and this time I specially wish you a double dose of whatever you’ve wished for me!

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+365 days to go…

deal?

Letters to them… | part IV

December 30, 2011

Friday, still December 2011 @03:25:11
To: my dearest ex-ex-ex-boyfriend also now ex-friend Diego.

I am sorry things between us did not work out how either of us would have preferred.
I know breaking ties is difficult, at least for me, but there are some differences that over time cannot be worked through, and some choices that cannot be taken back.
I am sorry that I cannot be the kind of friend you were expecting me to become.
I am sorry for the harsh words I sent you last night via IM.
I am truly sorry if I was always a way too practical with you.
And I am sorry for the shortest “goodbye” I’ve ever said…
We’ve tried too hard keep being friends and you should know that I’m glad it worked almost perfectly for many years.
But things are too different now…
It’s pointless to insist. I’m changed, and that is why I’m placing myself out of your life.
I can’t afford certain things and keep chasing people is something I’m determinate to stop doing.
So sorry to start with you though…
Perhaps in the future we might have our paths crossed once again, who knows but now I want you to realise that it’s going to be for the better.
Nevertheless, I’m thankful for everything since the day I met you on the Universaty Lab earlier 2003 but mainly I am thankful for the things you taught me along these years.
You taught me (and it seems finally to be learned) that I should follow my mind and not follow what I simply feel for others.
You taught me that trust is not something to throw around.
You taught me to be reserved.
You taught me that I should not try to forge or save relationships of any kind.
And the most important thing you have taught me was that bottling up emotions is the safest route.
(…)
Well, if you ever come across this letter, I am uncertain that you will but if you do, please accept my apologies.
I hope you live a great life, I hope you fight your demons and find all the happiness you deserve.

Sincerely,
Penguin, the only ex-girlfriend that you’ve had.

7 years later

December 29, 2011

And it will be forever until the end of yesterday.
Thank you for such wonderful time!

too much to enjoy, so little time…

Letters to him… | part XIV

December 27, 2011

Sunday, December 4, 2011 @17:18:01
To: My dear boyfriend.

I miss you every day. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you at least once. The smallest things remind me of you.
I wish there was something I could do to change this situation we’re now.
I wish you could realize that what we have is something and that it’s still worth fighting for.
I don’t quite know if there is any good in all this shit we’ve been through…
(I hope so)
All I know is that I would do anything in my power to get along with our plans.
I won’t give up on “us”.
But I want you to be happy and I also want you to know that if you ever find yourself missing me, I am here and I always will be.
I honestly don’t know what is happening now, but I will always want you.

Yours,
GG

My heart is yours but from now on I will keep it safe…

Christmass Morning…

December 25, 2011

he lost her….
without knowing
that in those times of his reluctance
she’s waiting…
he lost her…
without knowing
that while he’s hiding his smiles,
her heart cries…
he lost her…
without knowing
that when he chose to be silent
her whole world dies…

HoHoHo!!!

December 24, 2011

To a joyful present and a well remembered past…
Best wishes for Happy Holidays.

Cx

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#Aspas

December 23, 2011

somewhere between “already too far to give up” though “too tired to carry on”

I dream the dream of you

Letters to him… | part XIII

December 23, 2011

Dear G.,

We haven’t talked normally in over 7 weeks now.
It’s been a long 7 weeks. I don’t know if it’s because of what’s happening in our separated lives or if it’s because of me losing interest after all…
In the past I would really like to find out the answer, though not this time.
This time I’ll just let you do it on your own…
I can’t chase you forever.
I’ve already shown you that I can give you everything in my power to try and make you happy.
Yet it seemed not to be enough.
So, whenever you’re ready, whenever you feel it’s right, talk to me.
You can choose to tell me what’s wrong, or you don’t have to tell me anything as long as we go back to the way we were before.
I miss you.

Yours,

Letters I’ll never send | See you soon

December 23, 2011

Tuesday, April 12, 2011
To: the best boyfriend at the time (and not that ‘best’ after all)

G.N.B., you are annoying, stubborn, self righteous, self pitying, infuriating, extremely jealous, complicated, sometimes too girly and an utter pain in my ass, but I love you.
I love the way you smile; the way you rub your hand through your hair when you’re nervous; the way you tell me stories with utter excitement; the way you laugh; the way you get angry; the way you speak; the way you slightly walk like a duck when you wear shorts and flip flops; the way you would do that thing with your face when I say something ridiculous or while explaining me that word I didn’t knew.
I love your kindness, your strength, your dedication and even your “I just don’t care.”
I love that you make me laugh so hard I cry.
I love the way you look at me and say “You’re gooooorgeous.”
I love the way we sit in each others company in content silence for hours.
I love our walks along the canal during the weekends.
I love that you keep the stupid things I give to you.
I love that you don’t know how perfect you are.
I love that you cover me with a blanket when I’m sleeping.
I love the sounds you make over the night.
I love that no matter how much time we spend apart and whomever we see in-between, everything always falls perfectly back in place.
I love that I know you are in my future.
I love that I love you.
But mostly I love that when I leave and am a thousand miles away from you that you never said goodbye… only “see you soon”.

Cx

#Overreacting

December 20, 2011

gotcha?

img via@Tumbrl

Letters to him… | part XII

December 19, 2011

Tuesday, November 15, 2011 @19:59:56
To: The Boy I thought would make me believe in love.

I miss the way that we were so crazy about each other.
And I miss the normality that we never had in our long distance relationship.
I know you still love me but there’s something jaded about the way you treat me now. And there’s something in our conversations that keeps us from saying everything that we’d like to.
Being honest I don’t know if it’ll ever get that good again, I thought you only had hurt my pride but again you fucking broke my heart, too.
Nevertheless the only thing I know is that to me there’s no one like you and that I will love you until I can say no more…
I truly believe that we were meant for each other although nowadays it’s sadly clear that the glue we’d just didn’t stick anymore.
Oh boy, I wish I could make everything alright.
Our love used to be so strong that we felt each other’s love even being miles away from each other.
Whatever I wish you knew how much time I spend thinking about you. And how much time and effort I put in my days thinking of things to do to get “us” back together because I still believe that someday, somehow we will be happy together again.
I wish life had a fast-forward button…

I HATE DISTANCE AND WHAT IT DOES TO US.

Forever yours,
GG

#homesick

Letters I’ll never send | Long Hello, Short Goodbyes

December 17, 2011

Monday, December 12, 2011 @14:11:04

I asked you to be nice, just not once but thousands of times.
I can’t take another heartache. Not from you, not again.
“You’ve got to be cruel to be kind in the right measure. Cruel to be kind, it’s a very good sign. Cruel to be kind means that I love you. Baby, you’ve got to be cruel. You’ve got to be cruel to be kind.”
So I pick myself up off the ground for the very last time.
I’m going…
I’m gone.