Posts Tagged ‘insomnia’

Today is already Tomorrow…

July 6, 2010

Yesterday is gone…
Tomorrow never comes…
I’m tired.
But I’m just splited fifty-fifty, I cannot move myself and I do not know what to do without you here…
I’ve thought about you during all day, I miss you tonight.
I want to live a love, I want to live a dream…
I’m dreaming about it… but I want to do that always and with you close to me!
(It’s almost 5h00 and a lot of bullshit start to come out… sorry but my txt was true)




Note: This img has been reblogged

15 simple tips for a better life

May 6, 2010

Now is about quite of later local time; and as usual I haven’t any will to go bed… What is good somehow because I can keep doing all my stuffs like read and write, listen to some music and always put new things to download , study etc and I also can find time from time, a lot of interesting things on the internet.
Tonight I had the good lucky to find a good txt to be shared here. I found this or should I said that this txt found me? Doesn’t matter,  it comes from another Blog I follow, the Não Sou da Sua Laia Cultural Blogspot (clicking on the link you will find the original version in Portuguese). Btw, as you can notice I dared to translate… and I really hope don’t have ruined it with all my grammar mistakes (anyway if I did)…
Hope that you all like it

1 – I wish that God forbid me to miss the romance even though I’ve already been hurt before…
2 – I wish not miss the optimism, even knowing that the future may not be so happy.
3 – I wish not lose the will to live life even knowing that will happen many painful moments.
4 – That I do not lose the desire to make great friends, even knowing that they come and goes all the time walking through moments of our lives.
5 – That I do not lose the desire to help people, even though many of them will be never able to recognize and that often they will not give me anything back.
6 – That I do not lose my mind, even wishing for many times just fall apart.
7 – I wish that I do not lose the will to love, even though that the ones I love most, might not feel the same for me.
8 – I wish that I don’t miss my light and the brightness in my eyes, even knowing that for many things I’ve saw in the world could be better if I was blind…
9 – I wish never lose the courage, even knowing that ‘defeat’ and ‘loss’ are two of my hardest opponents before win.
10 – I wish not lose my sense of reason, even knowing that temptations are there and they are numerous and delicious.
11 – That I not lose the sense of justice, even knowing that the injured could be me.
12 – That I never miss my big hug, even though of one of my arms is weak.
13 – That I never miss the beauty and bliss of living, even knowing that many drops will arise from my eyes and might get dark my soul.
14 – I wish that I don’t lose the love for my family, even though about the big effort I must to do to keep they together in harmony.
15 – I really wish that I never lose this big will to give this great love that exist inside my heart, even knowing that for times and so often it could be rejected.


just think about it

Nerd Love*

April 25, 2010

Well as usual I were browsing on internet late at night when I found the lovely image bellow.
And as I’m being extremely geek those days, I felt forced to reblogged it! Really, I could not resist!
Btw, I risk to say with more than 100% sure (no charts this time) that my love will like it too just because he is also a convinced geek!

love in a diferent languages: we love it!


And yes, I stoled this from another interesting Blog to be followed
called The thinking Tank [hope that her don’t mind that much!]

Practice makes perfect!

April 15, 2010

Manage this equation isn’t so easy as looks like at the first sight and requires some practice…
To understand this formula we are doing intensive classes everyday
The important here is both keeping the constant efforts to learn more and more
We are doing very well, making progress little by little
What means that soon we will be able to solve this MATHEMATICAL PROBLEM!

1º ⇔

II we apart U weird < we together (tight)
II perfect U countdown = we together (balanced)
P(A) we get together # boring > weird + perfect (exceeded but not too much*)


It's all about Math!


2º I found the percentage for the time we spent together since the frist time till the actual day (reference used = 04 months or just 16 weeks, as you prefer): ±


sometimes it isn't as we would like to was...

*Note: I’m up all night now is about 4h50a.m and pretty soon I will need to really start my day, waking up (if I get sleep), go to work, etc…Well as the image above are saying: “sometimes it isn’t as we would like to was…” Really, that I would like to have a normal night and sleep as everyone else but I just cannot put me in my bed!!! And I  also would love to have my boyfriend close to me but unfortunately we have different plans for our lifes, for ours careers. We love each other (fact) but we also do love ourselves!  Whatever, this ‘outbreak’ for Math was totally inspired by the site Indexed and for my fixation in numbers and for have datas about everything ok, it maybe was completely useless I know… But sometimes I’m just so that GEEK [nerd] that I cannot control and I LOVE BEING THIS WAY!!!

When the words leave off (The Path that leads to Nowhere)

March 20, 2010

Too much is never enough…
Once I had dreamed about move to nowhere – I mean, to somewhere faraway of everything that I already knew and then I did it. Now I’m wishing to be even more independent, precise, successful, more self-confident. I’m holding for much more! To many times I stay wondering how this “tameless feeling” could get stir in my soul, transforming my life completely… And how this will affect the others around me now.
Since always I felt that I cannot belong to somewhere for a long time. I breathe freedom, I need it instead of air!
Until now I turned my world upside down twice and I will confess that pretty soon I might to do it again… This is what I want, what I need! And hopefully on the road I found strength and courage to follow my instincts.
I have luck, in fact I always had. I put all pieces back together again to the right place faster as I had thought so seems that I will be always better than before. As they usually said: “so far, so good”. Perhaps this is the main reason why I’m still chasing new challenges to fill-in on my life. And I will not deny that this strife feeling grows always more. I couldn’t get enough… not yet, I came from faraway I’m going to the top and I know that my journey just begun.
So here I’m again, ready for the end of an old cycle that now makes nosense anymore. I’m prepared to throw away everything that I have and restart my entire life again from nowhere.
I risk to saying that I’m ready… ready to love over the level of everyday’s, of no day’s as well… To loving do many things with passion instead of to put to use. To loving I learned more than I had taught.
Yeah, by everything that has happened I’ll do love someone else again with a love I seemed to lose and keep being myself.
So, presuming that things can change dramatically, from good or not because I don’t know yet what will gonna be. What you will do? Will do stay with me? Well, maybe it’s time to question ourselves – exactly what are we rushing too? And when we get there, are we prepared to something else again?
Anyway until there, let’s just keep flow perfectly along our feelings for each other because I want to enjoy it till the last drop before I was gone.

The Path that leads to Nowhere

(Corinne Roosevelt Robinson)
“There’s a path that leads to Somewhere
In a meadow that we know
Where an island rises
And the stream is still and slow
There it wanders under willows
And beneath the silver green
Of the birches, silent shadows
Where the early violets lean
Other path ways lead to Nowhere
And the one I love so well
Had no end and no beginning
Just the beauty of the dell
Just the dandelions and the lilies
Yellow striped as adder’s tongue
And suddenly we holding hands
It seem to satisfy my pathway
As it winds their sweets among
There I go to go meet you on the Springtime
When the meadow is aglow
Marigolds amid the marshes
And the stream is still and slow
There I find my fair oasis that I will share with you
And with care-free feet we will tread
For the pathway leads to Nowhere the blue is overhead,
Across the horizon, into your eyes!
And the one I love so well
Had no end and no beginning
All the ways must leads to some-Nowhere
Echo with the hurrying feet
Of the struggling and the striving
And the way I find so sweet
Bids me dream and bids me linger
Joy and beauty are its goal
On the path that leads to Nowhere
I have sometimes found you
I have sometimes found my soul!”