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Letters to Francesco | part II

May 11, 2012

I really admire you not because you’re someone I really love but as an individual.
I appreciate your entire being and the more I get to know you the more I respect you.
I want you to never doubt about how much I care and how much you’re important to me.
I want to be someone you can go to when you’re mad, disappointed, excited, happy or all the other emotions that are running through your mind.
I want you to always count on me.
I want to be there for you as much as you are there for me, always.
I want to be the one to keep you company yet give you the space you need.
I want to be able to always talk and express all my feelings and concerns to you because I feel you are able to help me and support me through it all. Although there are times where we may not be able to understand each other fully, we’ve to do our best to at least try to understand halfway rather than not at all.
I want us to put ourselves in each other’s shoes to relate and try to see through each other’s point of view of what’s going on.
I want to be able to talk things out before we’ve the chance to assume the worst of one another.
I want the two of us to carry on building not just a relationship but that kind of amazing friendship that’ll keep us very close.
Actually I want us to be a team instead of a couple.
I want to make you happy each and every day by putting a smile upon your face no matter how much this could cost me.
I know where my priorities belong but you are set among the list, just not as my first because my life would not revolve around you. However, since I first met you, you automatically became a part of my life, and I’d like to share that with you, together with all joys and sorrows.
I want to create thousands of remarkable moments with you; especially those special moments when it’s just us two.
And I don’t really care where we go, as long as I get to be with you because “home” is wherever I am with you.
I want to tell you the truth from the very beginning to all times, I’ve given my heart to you with no hesitations because I believe in you and I. And I hope we’ll last because we can conquer every situation as long as we’re able to talk it out and accept each other for who we are.
This time I don’t want a fairy tale love that is always so “lovey dovey”. I am not the princess who need to be saved… I am the troubled girl who makes somehow things happen, and I like being this way. Because along the years I noticed every time something seems so perfect, there must be at least one flaw that separates what we want as opposed to what we are afraid of and this sucks.
With you I want to be brave and fearless with an adventurous type of love where we’ll do as we desire as long as we set our minds upon it. I am in love with our adventure and I am certain that the way we are doing will take us far in life.
I’ll always support you and cheer you on with your ambitions and goals as much as I can just not because you do this to me but because you deserve my attention in whatever you propose yourself to do. I will criticize you if I have to and I expect from you no more and no less than this.
I want us to go hand in hand with a promise; not to leave one another behind.
I want to keep on trusting you with my eyes closed and my heart open and know that you won’t ever let me down because I won’t ever do that to you.
I want to create a bond where we would synchronize our minds and hearts as one. Yet I want the two of us to be as free as birds.
You deserve to be happy and loved and so do I, so let’s help one another.
I want to keep showing you how much I am worth to be with.
And I hope to always be your choice because you will always be mine.
I hope we can both build each other up and learn more about one another each and every day.
And even when I’m not that close to you, always know that I’m always thinking about you and how you’re doing.
Last but not least, if I had to die a thousand times a day I would do it for you!

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Charts never lie part II

April 24, 2010

Sometimes images can say more than words… so pls. draw your own conclusions:

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I'm fine but sometimes I would love to be great

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less you feel loved, more you feel lost. It happens just because 1 < 2

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easy to understand

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~inspired by the blog  http://thisisindexed.com/

Learning part II

July 31, 2009

Há um tempo eu acreditava que era muito difícil brincar de ser adulto quando ainda se é muito criança… Mas eu vejo que eu estava errada. Não é difícil brincar de ser adulto, isso é fácil, o que é difícil na real, é ser adulto de verdade…

Às vezes eu não queria crescer nunca. Eu me lembro dos doces escondidos na gaveta da sala e isso era tão bom! Saudades da minha vozinha querida …

Com o passar dos anos a gente vai crescendo e as coisas perdendo um pouco da mágia, tudo fica muito mais prático, mais simples, mais sem graça mesmo eu diria…

Eu morro de vontade de descobrir algo realmente novo todos os dias. Mais que isso, às vezes eu só queria que as pessoas ao meu redor notassem e sentissem uma empolgação nova e diferente de algo simples e cotidiano. Seria tão bom!

Sabem, tentar respirar o ar como se fosse à primeira vez. De vez em quando, quando eu estou numa super vibe do bem, eu consigo sentir o sol na minha pele, eu consigo ver as cores multicoloridas numa bolha de sabão, eu consigo imaginar o gosto de um cheiro, ou o cheiro de uma imagem, ou o gosto de um som e eu até consigo dormir bem sem sonhar com nada, e quando isso me acontece sinto-me criança de novo… (Besteira minha eu sei.)

Eu não queria não ter a preocupação de tentar fazer tudo dar sempre certo porque isso é muito complicado e não depende só de mim. Eu ainda estou num grande processo de adaptação, de aprendizagem dessa vida de gente grande e às vezes eu me perco um pouco…

Eu sei que tudo o que acontece em nossas vidas serve muito para a gente perceber melhor as coisas e pra aprender a se perceber também, eu só preciso praticar mais isso. A parte do “eu sei” eu já sei; agora só falta eu aprender ou começar a praticar mais a parte do “eu faço”!

Eu gosto muito de uma frase que diz, mais ou menos assim:

CADA UM SABE A DOR E A DELICIA DE SER O QUE É!

Eu já cansei de tentar mudar o mundo, de transformar as pessoas,  e eu tenho aprendido muito sobre TOLERÂNCIA…e devo confessar que é muito difícil.

Mas uma certeza eu tenho, com o passar do tempo, as peças formam o todo de novo! E já que a vida é um jogo, a minha é um repleto quebra-cabeça que eu gosto tanto!

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