Posts Tagged ‘us’

Letters to him… | part XII

December 19, 2011

Tuesday, November 15, 2011 @19:59:56
To: The Boy I thought would make me believe in love.

I miss the way that we were so crazy about each other.
And I miss the normality that we never had in our long distance relationship.
I know you still love me but there’s something jaded about the way you treat me now. And there’s something in our conversations that keeps us from saying everything that we’d like to.
Being honest I don’t know if it’ll ever get that good again, I thought you only had hurt my pride but again you fucking broke my heart, too.
Nevertheless the only thing I know is that to me there’s no one like you and that I will love you until I can say no more…
I truly believe that we were meant for each other although nowadays it’s sadly clear that the glue we’d just didn’t stick anymore.
Oh boy, I wish I could make everything alright.
Our love used to be so strong that we felt each other’s love even being miles away from each other.
Whatever I wish you knew how much time I spend thinking about you. And how much time and effort I put in my days thinking of things to do to get “us” back together because I still believe that someday, somehow we will be happy together again.
I wish life had a fast-forward button…

I HATE DISTANCE AND WHAT IT DOES TO US.

Forever yours,
GG

#homesick

Between you and I

October 14, 2010

There is nothing else that scares me more than my future with you!
Honestly, I wish I could predict the day after tomorrow,
Convince myself that at the end we’ll be alright.
I wish I could teach you better how  to read me between the lines…
How to break me gentle even though I’m already broken.
And if I could I would never get closer to disappoint you again!
But I’m unpredictable, believe me I’m not reliable instead of,
I’m too passionate and so damn blind…
Sometimes I say too much and sometimes I don’t,
Sometimes I go out for a fight, sometimes I wish you’d tried it for me.
Sometimes I’m totally selfish and so childish, sometimes I’m centered and calm.
Sometimes I do loads of things to show off my love for you and sometimes I don’t, as if I just didn’t care…
I’m full of big defects and at the same I’ve so many good points!
I know we are unique at the way we love, at the way we insist to stick into a relationship even being apart most of the time…what makes me proud of both sometimes.
No blame or shame it’s not our fault to have fallen in love and trust me when I say that I’ll never hold you back from something you want so bad.
Well, this is another thing what truth love is about!
Yes, everybody deserve to be happy, no matter how and I know sometimes it’s hard to realize but deep inside we know what could be the best choice for me and you…but we are such sturbborn and that’s the beauty of ‘us’!
Babe, be your girl and having you as my boyfriend is one of things what keeps me moving along and this time I’ll not do like everybody does! I’m not giving up of just because things started to get complicated!
So please, consider my words because I’m still believing that together we can make it last forever!
Hope to get back to you…
Hope to see you smiling soon!
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I miss you and it kills me!

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How to ‘read’ GIRLS

April 21, 2010

When a Girl is quiet… millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing… she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at you with eyes full of questions… she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds… she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you… she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest… she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl says “I will be waiting for you“… she will really do that and will keep you on her heart even if you never get back.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday… she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl don’t make you lots of questions… it means she trust on you with her eyes closed and her heart open.
When a Girl says “I love you“… she really means it!
When a Girl says “I miss you“… no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once so try to make sure that you’re spending it with the right person…
Go out, find someone else who calls you ‘gorgeous‘ instead of ‘hot‘,
…who calls you back when you hang up on them,
…who will stay awake just to watch you sleeping.
Wait for the one who kisses you forehead,
…who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
…who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you,
…who dont care if you wake up with a messed hair,
…who holds your hand in front of his friend,
…who turns to his friends and says “that’s her!!!

If you are wishing for a Girl like this just try to look around because there are many, you just need give to her what she needs…
If you are waiting for a Girl who will make you smile all the time only with her presence, just look around because there are many, you just need say to her the words she wanna hear… (but pls. be honest first of all with yourself and then with your girl).
If you already have that Girl just make sure to never hurt her and never let her go away, because if she goes she will probably never come back.
Girls always do all for the Boys they loves… give life, forget about the money, don’t care about time.
Girls only needs to feel loved, to feel special, to know that they are the only one, everything else and much beyond!

So please Boys just hear the words I don’t say and read the words girls cannot easily write down to everyone:  YES WE REALLY DO LOVE YOU!

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...sometimes Boys are just so blind they can't see it: Girls will be always girls, Girls will always love 'boys'...

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Random thoughts…

February 17, 2010

Alguma coisa no meu mundo mudou e Milano perdeu um pouco da graça ‘ontem’ sem querer.

Eu estive a half-way de quase tudo aquilo que eu sempre quis, mas agora pela segunda vez, eu estou distante, distante daquele que eu aprendi a querer tão bem e muito rapidamente! Mais uma vez na minha vida é “tudo” ou “nada”, “agora” e não “depois” If i could  I’ll do everything for you!

O difícil pra mim é conseguir encontrar uma linha do meio… na verdade acho que isso não mudaria o meu jeito de ser… mesmo detestando as vezes eu gosto de quem eu sou. Eh, pra me entender tem que aprender a ler nas entrelinhas ou se acostumar com esses meus exageros e up’s and down’s sem fim e inexplicáveis “sim’s” e “não’s” sometimes…

Eu vi por muito tempo a chuva cair lá fora e aqui dentro estava tudo meio vazio. E eu desejei ao vento que o tempo passasse veloz de novo, o quanto antes, até ter de novo os nossos caminhos cruzados mais uma vez! Mas acho que até lá, nada mais me parecerá caber ou estar no lugar certo. Eu olho em volta e não estou encontrando o que preciso… (mas por favor, não se preocupe comigo isso logo passará e, como eu te disse ontem eu estou bem, de verdade. Esses são somente um milhão de pensamentos passando pela minha cabeça desordenadamente e que eu preciso colocar pra fora só isso e nada mais).

Hoje azul não é a minha cor favorita (na verdade nunca é), não para se vestir do lado de dentro… Pra não cair sozinha eu estou repetindo pra mim mesma: “distância não existe, distância não existe, felicidade é logo ali!”. Incrível, mas eu admito já sentir um pouco a sua falta…  Eu sei que saudade não mata, ainda bem, mas que incomoda bastante, e isso é fato! Eu não consigo parar de pensar em você, de relembrar da gente aqui juntos. Engraçado porque que eu já estava realmente me acostumando a ter você por perto sempre comigo…

Mas eu já me convenci 200% de que esse mundo é mesmo louco demais, estranho demais, perdido demais, maravilhoso demais, incompreendido demais e por isso eu quero e vou te ensinar tudo o que sei sobre mim…

Eu juro que desejaria estar agora num lugar que não fosse aqui; e eu me contradigo quando afirmo querer algo que não deveria ser meu – eu não sei se te mereço, bom demais pra ser verdade you know.

Hoje eu estou cheia de pensamentos random e eu não sei o que fazer com todos eles…Eu me esqueço de coisas importantes a fazer, mas eu sempre me lembro de pequenos momentos e faço do meu tempo livre um verdadeiro review! Como dizem “recordar é viver” e eu vivo mesmo aos trancos mas eu vivo e tento sempre aproveitar ao máximo nem que seja do meu jeito melancólico de ser as vezes…

Eu sei que para tudo existe uma razão de ser que e eu simplesmente não consigo entender por mais que eu tente certas sobre certas coisas… mas enfim acho que a verdadeira mágica da vida é não saber o que vem depois. Eu só desejo estar pronta para o que me espera…

E você esta pronto para o que eu posso te dar?!


#esse é um tipico txt de quem estava com muito sono mas morrendo de vontade de escrever!

…wONdErINg & DIsCoVerINg…

December 29, 2009

Today I was doing nothing at the night (being fairly accurate: 01h01a.m) enjoying my free time relaxing a little bit, listening some good music and thinking about one million things, like usual.

At certain point lain down on my bed I saw on the shelf this little cute cube that I brought from Denmark.
I swear, I never had thought before about the meaning of this three small words MIG / DIG / OS
And on that moment obviously, I started to wondering what was written there.  And I spent, I don’t know exactly how much time, maybe a couple of minutes maybe hours anyway …

I were there just looking hard to the cube, completely staring trying to decode him and recalling those days when I was there… You know, I’m always very curious but unfortunately this time I was not able to figure it out alone (okay, I must confess that I asked for some help to Google).

Finally, at the end I had discover and I’m so happy now that I decided to make a picture to post and never forget that moment. Look bellow the result, hope you like!

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I + YOU ≠ US

I don´t know what to do

August 1, 2009

I don’t feel alright in spite of these things that you make.

I don’t feel alright because you make promises that you break.

Into our house, why don’t we share our solitude?

Nothing is pure anymore…

This is not a war…this is love!

It’s hard to make sense, feels as if I’m you through this all.

Previously I never called it solitude.

And probably you know all the dirty shows I’ve put on.

I´m exhausted like anyone.

Honestly I tried to avoid it.

Honestly but I can´t because I still in love for you

Nobody has gained or accomplished anything.

So just back to me, back to ours lives…

S2